After my last post, a lot has happened to help me calm down. I am all kittens and flower fairies in my demeanor now, purring contentedly.
The beast of anger was tamed by a Wizard movie, an outdoor movie, a magic garden,
a Clambake/Lobster cookout followed by a dinner party, and a woman named Anny.
Weaving its way through all of these events and moments were wonderful people. People who make me laugh from way deep inside, people who listen, people who care, people I can be myself around (and they still like me!), old friends and new friends.
These wonderful, funny, delightful people have helped shove me into a new way of seeing my life. And it’s good, my life.
Sure the beast of resentment, the sometimes-seductive sirens of revenge and anger will probably show up again, but for now I am floating on the realization that something has shifted in to the HAPPY.
Something has moved me into a new circle of people who have subsequently helped me rise to the top of cloud nine like the many sparkling champagne bubbles rising in my glass yesterday afternoon.
Holy crap, life is MOTHERF***ING good.